Hello my children!! hehe..yes im gonna start saying that on my blog too :P
ok..so guys im having my first not-so-happy single moment which im happy that i didnt come early but 2mnths later..well almost 3 mnths but anyhu xD
so basically...no im not missing a guy or am feeling alone...thats not me anymore..i dont do that cos i find it silly..no offence..but hekk i dont no..im not feeling like "me" atm..i dont think it has anything to do with my single life but hekk i dont feel like im myself atm...im feeling quite left out cos i dont no were i shuld be..i mean thats been coming to me for a while now but hekk...i dont no my place and were God wants me to work..and i no he wants me to work cos he keeps sending ppl at me..and i love i honestly love it...i just love helping ppl so much!!! but hekk i dont no...there is something so not right with me atm...i think i no wat it is but cant rlly say it cos i dont no how :S hehe all i ask from u is ur prayers...just pray for me to focus and concentrate pls :D...
On a nicer note..hehe..i finished my mocs :D WOOOT!! hehe and and D MIME CAME AMAZING!!!!!!!! it was so weird...for d first time ever...all i did during d mime was PRAY and it was so cool...d only thing i remember i was doing was tearing Zoe's t-shirt cos it wouldnt come off xD otherwise..i dont think it was me...i dont remember walking..i dont no how i did! cos my shoe was sliding off but hekk it just went it to place somehow...i feel like some1 was totally guiding me :D hehe so cool..guys we hv to work for God cos He really wants us to and its so cooooooooool!!!! :D hehe
anyhu i leave u children!!...i post pretty video for u to enjoy..
p.s...d drummer looks like gruppetta over here xD
for d lyrics...which i never read...but ill read now ...http://www.musicfaith.com/Lyrics/95/181/1884
enjoy...
Signing out with working cuddles and blessings!!
Friday, February 29, 2008
Minus or plus? :S
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Sunday, February 24, 2008
Motherly love :)
Hello my lovely children...im coming up with d weirdest blog aren't i xD..well its cos of d reason that im about to write...well do u remember my post on WAITING..it was bout how im gonna take my time as single as an adventure.(d last one of jan. 4 those hu arent frequent readers)..well till then its been one amazing adventure...
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Tuesday, February 19, 2008
King of Hearts??
Hey ppls..ye i no d pic is sucky but i dont got a scanner so bear with it...i drew it hehe...dont tell me how gud it is pls...i dont wanna hear it cos ill get all proud n i dont want that..i did it to explain something and to thank God for doing something for me :) hehe so...d reason for this pic is cos this weekend i gave my hrt to Jesus hehe..so it all started on Friday night at adoration...so after a little time of worship n reflection i decided i need to open my bible but i was like im not gonna just randomly open it im gonna look for something and then find something i find interesting..so first i looked up giving then surrendering and then im like wait no! im having problems with affairs of d hrt atm so ill look up hrt..and i found giving ur hrt to Jesus and i was like cool ill read it...and basically it sed how we shuold give our hrt up and stuff and i was like ye cool i need to do that..im so sick of all this confusion i need a fresh start like...so i was there look at d Eucharist and im thinking..ok..hrm.."God i wanna do this but i kinda dont no how" and i stayed looking in d bible to try n find a clue and im like ok..i cant figure it out...and i got frustrated so i went outside for some fresh air cos i was also hungry so then i decided to go eat with a few others...i wanted to get some help on this one so like i asked Achie then Zoe n then Bob...n like ach sed to just say it and Zoe sed like imagine ur giving it and Bob sed just do it xD
so insomma sat. night came and d plan was to go to d slum at 6 spend time with them and then at 6.30 make my way up to y4j with some others...but d thing is at 7 d archbishop was coming n like i wanted to c Him and so i did hehe..n then Bex gave us a lift up to y4j and i was worried that they would hv finished worship n i wouldnt be able to give my hrt on Sat...but luckily worship was extra long that day..n like i went to d bk and i sat down a bit and just started talking to God and stuff and like then im like i wanna get up and WORSHIP cos God is amazing..so i got up and i started worshiping and then i just started imagining a bit...and i imagined my hrt like all dirty n blkened and bruised and i imagined myself taking it out and giving it up and like then i imagine God hugging me...and hekk at that moment i got a rush of tinglyness in my hands and hekk it went up my arms and i just couldnt help but spread my hand as far as possible in praise and it was just amazing..i cnt even describe it! just so amazing i truly felt God's Love....and thats how i gave my hrt to Jesus hehe....n they say God isnt real?!?! PFFT!! XD
anyhu...im off
Signing out with heartful cuddles n blessings! xxx
Posted by ^KaI^ at 6:25 PM 6 comments
Sunday, February 17, 2008
To mission or not to mission??
Hey guys...Slum survivors over and all the slummers r either asleep or having a nice wanted warm shower hehe...so...during d time which i spent with them it occured to me that all i wanted to do was help out. i mean i went everyday and made it a point to stay for a while and hekk i rly enjoyed just being with the slummers hehe....and d thing is at night i couldn't help but think bout how they r doing and if they r ok..infact im dead tired cos i didnt sleep well these past 2 nights, i was actually thinking of staying with them last night cos Cara had suggested it XD...and insomma it occured to me like if i enjoyed helping them and stuff like that y have i never considered any form of missionary work and stuff like that?.well probably cos i cant live without so much food..not cos like omg i cant live..but cos i hv a low blood pressure and if i dont hv a swt or something every so often ill faint or feel horrible basically..and probably another reason would be that i get sick rlly quickly..and i dont think ill survive w/o a proper bathroom xD hehe i pee too much xD ask my school friends and theyll tell u how much i pee XD
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Thursday, February 14, 2008
S.A.D
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Monday, February 11, 2008
Kisses!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, February 10, 2008
Scheiden??
Hey guys..well im suppost to be studying German atm but i rlly dont feel like!! grr...i start MOCS tom...bleh!!..anyhu...well...lets talk bout my weekend shall we?...fri was rlly boring..d only fun thing was talking to Zoe on d fon for like a long time hehe..luv u pupa...sat sucked big hairy balls...it was suppost to be a rlly gud day and every plan made backfired, well another lesson learned from:
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Friday, February 8, 2008
Diamond in the Rough...
hey guys..
so..let me introduce my poem...i wrote it during a quiet time near some of my cell grp after digging at d BIG DIG and well i have been too lazy to post it but finally found some time to..so here it goes :) hope you like it...oh btw this came to me as i was looking at d only marble i found hehe..the title is d name of it..
Trying to reach the surface,
Trying to find my purpose,
Not knowing what I'm gonna find...
Praying the sun will be kind!
This is me,
It's who I'll be!
I'm scratched and dented,
Full of bubbles of tears
but too scared to show my fears...
People step on me,
Not realizing I'm there...
Have you dug deep enough?
Did you realise I'm in the rough?
You see a shiny
piece of me.
Could this be it?
Am I free?
You pick me up.
Your hands shaped like a cup,
Rub off my dirt...
This is my new birth!
He found me!
Could I really be free?
I'm his diamond in the rough...
And in His eyes I'm more than enough!!
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Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Carnivalness!!!
hey guys
hehe..so lets continue shall we? wen i got home that night i find a pretty note on my desk from Gab telling me he fixed my comp :) hehe and thats wen i started updating hehe :D..guys be grateful for ur internet :D hehe..so today at around 11 me and zoe went up to jc to meet Bob and Rache cos they had lots of free's..it was so fun :D i also met up with lots of ex form 5's and other y4jers :D hehe it was so fun..i also found out that joe went and played with his digeridoo there too xD with jean hehe..i was gonna go to sok with bob but i had to leave half way through d lesson so i ended up going out with debz abit and met mc while talking hehe..guys they have an amazing chapel!!! and their food smells just amazing:D...im dying for 6th form seriously!!! and now i have doubts bout dls cos i rlly like jc..ah! issa we c wat d BIG BOSS wants hehe
now i must leave u all as i must go buy shoes :D hehe tc everyone!!
Signing out with extremely long posted cuddles and blessings :D
Posted by ^KaI^ at 4:01 PM 6 comments
Friday, February 1, 2008
HELLOOOOOOO
*relief* i can write this post as long as i want xD..im on achie's comp :D hehe
well i want to start off with a HAPPY BDAY to achie,bob nd mig(my bro)..too many bday today...
also i want to add that life has been so hectic these last few days!! AHHHHH!!! mocs coming up soon on d 11th...but this weekennd is all about relaxing and having fun..because..im going to d MARANATHA COMMUNITY WEEKEND...ill be bunking with lara, angie and ester...should be fun ^^ hehe although i promised my mum id still study so im getting some past pprs and my physics file along xD
today...today was such A DAY....school finished at 12 cos d younger forms have mid-yearlies....our classes went as usual..d only diff. was that instead of 9 lessons we had 4 lessons...d first to 2HR long and d other 2 were 50 mins...not so bad...during d science lessons we did our practicals..guys i have 14 marks in d bag for chemie and 13 for bio xD be proud :P lol
well i put this video cos it was d next best thing..i actually wanted devotion but i didnt find it on youtube so i put this ^^ hehe hope u enjoy...
so today i was making achie's card and i was thinking of like how long ive known her and looking bk at life and man....so much time has passed...and till now i still dont regret anything ive done which is awesome...cos d thing is my 2 motos of life or combined..and they go like this
"dont regret anything in life because everything happens for a reason"
and ive always thought and wondered about d day wen i actually say i regret something..it has to be something rlly regretable for me to regret it and thank God till now nothing that bad has happened yet :D
hehe..anyway i should go now...get last things ready for d party tonight
:D hehe
Signing off with devotional cuddles n blessings xxx
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