Falling on dark times...

Ello loved ones...
well its me again..not so famous today tbh...yest was a gr8 day but turned out to be utterly horrible
Thing is (ok im gonna just vent out and put myself out there) i hv work right? its from 6-10 on fridays to sundays...and i dont mind it like..but d problem is after that i wanna go out..u no a whole week of work and no fun isnt gud for u so i wanna just relax a bit...so i end up out at 10.30/11 and i hv tp be home by 12 which is kinda stressful cos it means i just get an hr...and my mum gets all pissy cos she has to come for me late and shit so that doesnt help...but of course d tip of d ice burg yest. was that my buttons on my fon broke...and as some of u no...im saving up..i need 1000euros by d time july comes along cos i wanna go to a dance school abroad for a bit and im already tight in getting d money as it is...so like having to buy a new mobile is gonna make it worse..but atleast...tnx to paula..she is letting me borrow her old one till christmas so atleast ill get a mobile for christmas...but its still pissing off u no wat i mean?
also some other things happened but i dont wanna rlly talk bout that...and im also missing d fact that im not at d live-in of d youths this weekend =/...i missing u guys alot ok? dont forget bout me!!! i still love u all very much and ur still family to me...its jsut like i went abroad now or something
anyhu...welll i think thats my blabbing done...hope u ppl r all ok!!

Signing out with loving but emo blessings and cuddles xxx

10 Things I Hate About You

Ello ello ello
welll nothing going on rlly in my life atm....lots of time to think though. Loving JC its like im on a learning holiday xD d only think i hate r d stairs cos i hv to stay going from d basement to d 4th floor and by d second floor i get tired xD my fav. classes are language of philosophy simply cos he lets me take my coffee during d lesson <3 color="#ff0000">logic of philosophy cos its so much fun to work d stuff out xD but anyhu...d purpose of d blog today is cos ive been reflecting on little things ive found out bout myself over d yrs...i came up with 40 constant things that are part of me and how i react to things or wat i like or dont...bla bla bla but im only gonna write 10 cos it reminded me of d film "10 thing i hate bout u" which ive loved since it came out (in 1999) and it was my first to many heath ledger films that i grew to love xD but anyhu...some might no all these points and to others it might be new...so lets get to no kai XD and if u like them i might add some more later xD... *drum role*

1. I love dancing ---if u dont no that boy u rlly dont no me xD
2. I constantly change my mind
3. I trust a lot of ppl with small secrets yet only 1 or 2 with big secrets (if 1 or 2)
4. I dislike show offs and ppl hu over exacerate/ dramatise things
5. When I write I always try to put a bit of truth from my life into the story
6. I'm scared of the dark, bees & cats, yet i love kitten but i wont bring any of them close to my face
7. I don't really wear make-up, its more like if i feel like ill wear
8. I hate it when ppl mess up my hair when its up...when its down i dont mind but if its pulled back it honestly frustrates me
9. I'm alergic to tuna and skimmed milk xD
10. I constantly look at them time --cant stay without knowing d time

So there u hv it 10 random things bout me xD hate them or love them-there is more were that came from, but anyhu i leave u now with my motto ;

"never regret anything cos everything happens for a reason =)"

Signing out with 10 cuddles and 10 blessings xxx

A Fresh Term

Hello children! as Dez would put it =P hehe *shout out to Dez all d way in spain* hehe

ok so....i hv a reason for not writing in my blog and d reason is i dont like my blog its being mean to me =( some how my settings changed and i cant fix it!...all my link are at d bottom and d only thing that shows ontop r my vlogs and my posts...i just want my side links bk on my side but my blog wont let me :'( help me fix it!!! PLS!

tears aside....I PASSED MALTESE! im very happy bout that and because i passed maltese im off to JC hands-down no-qs-asked xD i dunno if id say im rlly excited bout it cos i dont rlly think i am =/ i hv a phobia of new ppl XD unless ive heard all bout a new person im most likely to be extremely quite around them and i dont like being quiet especially at school..im d type of student in ur class hu asks all d stupid qs and makes every1 go "oh come on!" XD yes thats me *glee* anyhu...im also not excited cos i hv to start busing it to school =( which is not fun at all....especially since d bus schedule sucks....to be on time for a lecture at 9 i hv to catch d bus at 8 =/ d times are ridiculous so yes...any offers :P XD?!!? i no most my blog viewers hv cars now so ha! *guilt trip flying ur way* =p especially u UNI ppl :P XD another reason i dont wanna start school is d obvious..i dont wanna work or study bla bla bla but to be totally honest im just a tad--ok maybe a bit more than a tad- bit scared of d lifestyle at JC..its not gonna be easy and its gonna kinda suck but hopefully ill get stronger through it =D (with d aid of my friends prayers for me o=)) teehee

anyhu...ive also decided that i MUST do a yr studying abroad...prefarably anywere on d british isle xD so if any1 has heard of anything pls tell me =D

on to sicker news....im sick yet again...horrible cold =(...and its pissing me off cos im never fully not sick and its bloody annoying! this summer has been hilarious concerning my health...in d matter of 3 mnths my health insurance has bounced and they refuse to pay anything that concerns my sicknesses xD cos im always sick and making them lose lots of moneys xD which i find hilarious but insomma...other than sicknesses i must say this happened to be an awesome summer...last summer rocked too and i havent decided which one is better tbh cos i had an o-level summer last yr too (well u can put it that way) cos i spent from june-august always hanging out with d ppl hu had finished their o's so like i got a taste of their full time summer and it was awesome =D but anyhu..i keep rambling...i shouldnt xD

so..ill be off now =)..im gonna put in some fotos of dr.john's bday...OH! btw i started writing a song..and for d first time EVER im making my own tune to it-not getting some instrument-playing person to make d tune..infact im making d tune off of my bass =D im actually getting a bit better at bass which is gud =) considering im teaching myself xD but anyway..im off!

signing out with end of summer cuddles and blessings! xxx

1yr anniversary

hey guys! well..i missed my 1 yr anniversary with my blog by 3days XD *woopsy* just wantewd to make a quick update....im studying like mad atm cos tom i hv my malt. resit...PRAYERS R GREATLY APPRECIATED!! and i still dont belong to a school yet xD...JC r waiting for me to pass maltese and im on d waiting list for DLS...they hv to fon on thurs..if not..its JC..or well..naxxar if i dont get my maltese...which i think ill get..i got my revision of paper today...they rlly praised my writing but they didnt change my mark :/ cos they r silly XD..apparently my literature was d problem...hence ive been studying loads...err...Y4J live-in coming up in beg. oct....got a new email addy...its taken from Job 5:7 if u were wondering *Achie<3* im making an ss video but its taking abit long..still hv to put up my pics XD *facebook<3* oh and btw i was thinking...cos like i decided to read d bible from Genesis to Revelation and like im getting abda qs cos im not understand certain things...wat dop u think if i post my qs here and u ans them for me :P...im not getting many comments so i dont actually no hu is reading my blog..hence im asking d little viewers that i hv be4 actually doing it so....comment and tell me watch think :)..btw tnx sara for d notes..ur an angel :) GBU!

Signing out with 1yr cuddles and blessings! xxx

Weekend Streaks...

hello my people!

ok well..i havent blogged in a while but like ive hardly been on d comp as it is...u might think im lying but like even wen im online im hardly ever actually at d comp XD but anyhu....i just wanted to blog about d amazing weekend i had last week =) i was told to blog it not vlog it due to d fact that i havent blogged in a long time hehe..
so here it goes

well it actually started fromt Thurs...due to d fact that i dont hv school/work/anything imp...my weekend like...never ends..except on monday and thurs morning xD--its d only time im actually doing something that i dont wanna do but anyway...so last thurs d community ppl came bk from d famous outreach xD yes i didnt go but im ok with it cos i learnt alot while staying here hehe but anyway..i decided to go to community that night cos i wanted to hear bout all d experiences and stuff =) and it was kick ass and after we went to mc d's (as per usual) were i got to indulge in a doughnut *yum* ^^ and it was tres fun cos i hadnt been to mc d's in quite a while...
On Friday...i decided to go with d community ppl to watch...*drum-role* Wall-E ....d most adorablestestest film in d world!!! go watch it! SO CUTE!..i had seen part of it on d comp but it brings out more cuteness at d cinema xD and and..then we all went to d Mustard Seed...cos im cool like that o=) and after i went with Rache and Achie and Debz to Rache's house..were Bob joined us and we went out again to meet d community ppl once again xD due to our boringness of staying home...well we go home at around 3.30 after that xD and ell...we went to sleep at around...5 xD weeeeeeeeeee

Saturday morning..i was woken up by a very inconsiderate Achie who jumped on me while Rache put her alarm near my ear so i'd hear that blessed noise and wake up xD but anyhu....i stayed a bit on d comp then while Debz went out with her family and Achie and Rache stayed making sandwiches and at 12 some friends came over so we'd watch d EXTENDED version of Lords of The Rings..the 3rd one xD which was hilarious and we ordered from pizza hut and Achie and Rache got offended cos no1 wanted their sandwiches...but anyhu... at around 6 i walked home trying to c how im gonna get to youth mass and beer fest at d same time xD and luckily for me i have friends with cars =D and i gots a lift with matt *tnx* and i gots to go to youh mass and beer fest and spent another amazing night with d community ppls =D teehee...

On Sunday morning..woke up at 8 to be at Valletta at 9..to meet my oh so lovable friend Cettina!! =D and we ventured to Tarxien to paint some walls at her Aunts orphanage place hehe and it was very enjoyable =D *tnx Cett* i then began my journey to Valletta and then to San Gwann at around...2 XD and then i came home..did my hw and it was off to my aunt's to c my family cos i hadn't seen them in a rlly long time =/ and wats funny was i hadn't seen my baby cuz in 3 months and i thought she forgot me but she didnt and she gave me a hug and a kiss and stayed loving me =D and as usual..she cried at d glimpse of my brother xD i find it so hilarious xD but anyhu..then me n mig drove off to Wardija to go to Anna's house were Steve n his family are living atm and we had a nice long swim there and i spent yet another evening with d community ppl =D and if i hadnt had pl on monday morning i would hv had an amazing monday too with y4j and buon cafe after xD never been done be4 lol but anyhu..i wrote too much so im off now cos Rache came xD she says hi...<3>

Signing off with cool blessings and cuddles! xxx