Can u lend a nigga a pencil?!?!!?! xD

hey guys...
sry i haven't blogged in ages but i started school..last yr!! AH!!! and like i had lots of work to do..plus i decided not to work yest. so i had to catch up on everything..its so irritating! all u hear at school is o-levels..prize day...last this and last that..paper A and paper B...bla bla bla!! ah!! i just had to take yest. off..and id like to say *eqhem*...*clear throat* *shouts!* thank u!!! to all hu made saturday so fun :D! with hilariously fun rehersals at bet in d morning to ach coming over..to me going over to ach..to simon for d lift to d beach..and every1 hu came to d beach..it was just hilarious!!! "dont make me laugh i need to pee!!!" and she continues laughing xD and telefon! and thanks also to matt hu brought his guitar along..rlly relaxing! and to mig hu organised it!! lol and just an amazing sat...then sunday comes along and i had to wake up at 10.30 :'( ah!! and for those of u hu dont no..i got home at like 2.45 so like u can imagine how i woke up hehe..but anyhu....im dead tired now so i will go..and btw...my blog is a month old!! :D yey!!! happy b'day dear blog :D...d video is funny...its there as a sign of school begining...just for d guys hehe...

Signing off with 1month anniversary cuddles and blessing...

WINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey ppl...well today its my fave video up here..well not fave video cos thats charlieissocoollike..but my fave song..i just fell in love with this song..nd there is me in d video :D look out for me..im d girl in wings!!! for u guys hu dont know d story of me and my wings..well here it is..so picture it...well there is nothing to picture...ever since i found out there is a saint hu grew wings and i want wings and i was suppost to get them a s.s (well i dreamt i would :P)but im guessing jesus didnt want it that way...yes i no 4 u hu aren't believers it sounds strange but i believe that if u have enough faith miracles will happen! so guys pray for me cos im still waiting for my wings!!! hehe

but anyhu...my mum had a rlly funny vision today that she told me about ok..so picture...Jesus in his robe...waking up in d tomb...all yawning nd stuff and he gets up with a smile and finds d tomb door open...nd he gets out of d tomb and screams "YESSSSS!!!" lol i laughed so much!!! hehe ok very strange but anyhu...bk to today...actually last night..last night i went to john's bday gala...was fun..hehe..though i heard others had more fun :P ay nik ;P but anyhu...i should leav u cos i dont got anything else to say really....plus..tom school :( y?!?!?!?!!!?!??!?!!?!??!?!!?!?? but hey 7mnths n it will be all over! and no more st.mikes :D hehe

btw... a BIG HAPPY BDAY shout out to Zoe...a gr8 friend! she is just amazing! sweet! and special and pretty!!!!!! mwa luv ye hun!!!! xxxxxx
anyhu....

Signing out with new school term blessings and cuddles...

Just a little yeast can make d whole batch of dough rise...

Hey guys

sorry its been so long but like a lot of things cropped up..like..i got sick..and i was busy!! as in never home xD

But anyhu...it was quite a gud week..i pierced my second ear holes :D and i finished something for d y4j talent show with some friends :) its a surprise :P hehe and i went out with Hillary for lunch (pastizzi xD) and a walk in d shade..a very long walk in d shade hehe with a lovely chat :) thanks hill..amazing morning. Also i went to community..gr8 fun..d guys got lots of new songs in and that was just amazing!!!!!! i was so happy and it felt so gr8!! and then d talk was rlly nice...thou i was mega hyper and was having a few laughs with Dezz and Sarah hehe "DISTRACTED!!" xD but anyhu..then it was off to mc d..in dezzy's gorgeous car..i want one just like it :) hehe yes..its tru i do! mc d's was gud...i was just dying for that burger!! ah!!! *melting* then i went home with Kristie..thanks Kris :) hehe oh and guys..that was just thursday...now u no how busy i was ok :P..thou friday wasnt as busy..i had d-grp in d morning :) very fun!! and then me bet and max walked it downt to st.gorges dropping off ang and illy on d way..to say hi to zoe cos its her bday tom :)!!! hehe then i went home and got mage bored so i asked pete was he was doing and he had nothing to do so wat did i do? go to pete :D hehe and cos he didnt want to wash untill 7! we were late for adoration which was nic...thou i prefared d other 2 times...then i came home to stay with d community ppl and watch a dvd there :) hehe and now its sat morning and im listening to mig matt and mike playing (cos they r in d room underneath me :) ) atleast they didnt wake me up!! :D hehe btw sorry for all d old pics and no new ones but like its 12.30 in d morning..just got up..rlly dont feel like uploading my fotos from my camera which is all d way upstairs!! hehe excuse me hehe

anyhu...d title is wat it is cos i was reading 1 cor 5 and like apparently(i realised) it was about sex..and that verse just rlly hit me as just rlly tru but yet so hilarious :) enjoy working it out :P

Signing off with lazy blessings and cuddles!!!

I'm Baaaaaack!!:D

hello readers...
u missed me?? hehe

well let me tell u some fun things that i did this week while u were all in malta or some even abroad xD

well for those of u hu dont know my dad has a sailing boat so we like lived on it in d gozo port...n me n my mum got d car from malta so d boat was like our flat nd we would go round with d car...anyway..it was rlly fun..i had a doghnut for breakfast everyday...just amazing!!!! we went to d monti of gozo xD and i saw an adorable chiwawa for sale guys it was so CUUUUUUUTTTTEEEE!!!!! i wanted it but no my dad doesnt like them..just cos 1 almost bit off a piece of his leg he doesnt like them!! pff!
but anyhu...on 1 of our nights out i had a crepe that was on fire!! so cool!!! i did alot of sunbathing :D (for those of u hu need a laugh) i burnt my ass and like i cant sit in certain positions till it stops hurting xD and on d last day we went to blue lagoon with d boat and it was so nice!! i felt like i was on a totally diff. place!! i felt so tropical xD!!! hehe

but anyhu..now im bk! and i feel diff...dunno y..but i talked to my bro alot this week and he made me realise some things n like im changing :D i need a lot of construction to be done so STAND BK...THERE'S A NEW KAI IN TOWN ;P

hehe..here r some fotos of gozo :)

miggy nd his funky hat xD

lobster!!!

do u find this sign kinda disturbing cos i kinda do :S lol me through a wine glass :)
miggy looking quite funny in d morning xDd gorgeous sea!!!

and last.....me posing(as usual:P) while sunbathing..burning my ass...but lloking gud in my cowboy hat :D hehe

Signing off with new n improved blessings and cuddles :)

Gozo and Gozitans xD

Hello to all my precious readers :)

Well I want to start off by telling you bye! cos im going to Gozo tonight until Sunday on me daddy's boat hehe so im not gonna be posting for quite a while so it gives u time to catch up on my posts xD cos well i tend to write alot :) hehe


But anyhu...my weekend spent at mellieha was just gr8! though it did take 2hrs to get home..y u ask? well cos we satyed 30mins waiting 4 d bus...30mins on d bus from mellieha to luxol...35 mins walking to Krissy...23mins at Krissys house having a break from d long ride home and 2mins to walk to my house xD hehe ah!! all d walking!! and then monday morning i had to walk more!!! man those ppl hu say i dont walk r lying!!! so ha!!!! :P hehe


Insomma i better go pack my things for this week...enjoy ur lives without me this week!! :P hehe

to remember me n my insaneness throughout d week :D hehe

Signing out with traveling blessings and cuddles...

hey readers :) hehe

well for those hu dont know hu on earth is in that pic...thats me and achie...a friend of mine that i've known for like 11yrs now..we go to school toegether and r almost always in d same class and if we arent we r bound to have a few lessons together xD hehe...well d reason i have a pic of me and achie is cos im spending d weekend at her house :D yes im in mellieha(her house) as we speak...she is also d person i sed i left my mob at on a previous blog hehe...well anyhu...i'm off to d mellieha festa tonight with some buds then im sleeping here again and Krissy-my y4j mimmy-is coming too hehe..should be fun :D

i just wanna add a big thanks to mig and simon..they should know y :)

signing out with achie's blessings and cuddles xxx

Rain...

Whatever your cross,

whatever your pain,

There will always be sunshine,

after the rain ....

Perhaps you may stumble,

perhaps even fall,

But God's always ready,

To answer your call ...

He knows every heartache,

sees every tear,

A word from His lips,

can calm every fear ...

Your sorrows may linger,

throughout the night,

But suddenly vanish,

dawn's early light ...

The Savior is waiting,

somewhere above,

To give you His grace,

and send you His love ..

Whatever your cross,

whatever your pain,

'God always sends rainbows ....

after the rain ... '

Poem found by Cettina :)

Signing out with raining cuddles and blessings xxx

Houses n brooms n mouses n rooms!!

Hey guys n girlies :)
well yest. i went to Bettina's for our voluntary work...and our assignment was cleaning their San Gwann house. i know this sounds strange but our leadership team decided to do something 4 each person on youth team and Tutzi n Stefan requested that and it was quite fun though tiring. A big tnx to Amy for helping out even though she wasnt on our team mwa! We needed it since only 3 out of 5 of d girls could come...but anyhu...

Ah ppl...i don't have a mobile right now cos i left it Rachel's bag at y4j and she went home with it..and she lives in mellieha and for any1 hu doesn't no i live practically on d other side of d island lol xD so i have to wait till she decided to come meet her friends in Sliema or something be4 i get my mobile...its rlly weird cos u dont rlly realise how much u use ur mobile till u dont have it around...i was thinking like i would have died if i didnt know were it was!! anyhu...bet decided to go mad with my camera and took some pics hehe luv ye bet ;) and so ill post them up :) hehe

bet and danelle
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this is bets driveway..all clean..do u know how bet cleaned it?? by throwing d dirty water of d buckets onto d driveway xD >>

Bettina cleaning! :D

me cleaning d windows :) >>

Danelle sweeping outside

D buckets!! xD

Danelle on d fon

look how clean!!

ME!! hehe

Signing off with missed: texts, blessings and cuddles!! xxx

What was done was done...

She sat there all alone,
her fingers running through her hair,
tears falling down as she realised
exactly what she'd done.


People spat at her,
others pointed and giggled...
And yet those she called friends,
were there gossiping in the middle...


No where to go.
No where to run.
All she could do was,just sit there, thinking...
What was done was done.


The people disappeared
after a few days,
but the hurts were still there,
those were the things that actually remained.


Thinking back
on what she'd done...
She realised
what a slut person she'd become...


No where to go.
No where to run.
All she could do wasjust sit there, thinking...
What was done was done...

She asked people to help,
but they would just look away,
until that oh so loving boy,
came and swooped her away.

She was afraid she'd fall in love and make the same mistake...
but little did she know this guy was no fake.
He told her about a man,who wouldn't be like the rest,
he actually told her he was the best!

She seemed confused,
as the boy told her about this amazing man he met,
the boy told her the man loved her...
But that she just couldn't get.

She asked him more questions
as she didn't believe this man was real.
The boy answered them all.
You could imagine how she'd feel.

She got all frustrated
wanting to know who the man was.
He said the man was Jesus,
the son of God.

She felt peace in her heart
and started to cry.
She didn't have the feeling anymore...
No more longing to die.

He prayed on her.
Doubts came into her mind...
What was done was done...
you can't just hide!

Could Jesus really love her,
after all that?
Little did she know,
He had already taken care of that.

What was done was done!
That's what she'd always claim...
Now she was healed,
and she'd never be the same...

a big thanks to Simon 4 d amazing pic!!!!

signing out with hugs and blessings from ^KaI^ productions...

Poffertjes and Koekjestaart!!

hello ppl...

well today was fun! :D
met up with my leadership group 4 mass then we went down to mac d for lunch and then we went to bet's house to cook for our fundraising thats tom :O lol...hence d title...we wanted to do something diff....so we made dutch sweets...poffertjes are like little tiny pancakes and koekjestaart is like a cake :) rlly good!! as in DELICIOUS!!! so y4j-ins get money with u tom. cos we'll be selling some tastey treats 4 u guys ;)


insomma...went to d chapel today and spent like an hr there..just chilling with jesus :) and now im off to do my pl hw for tom...wish me luck...4hrs maltese then 2hrs maths!! :(
ah!!!!

at mac d's

buzu enjoying himself with d hammer

ach cooking :)

bet and danelle

us!!

the poffertjes :)

signing out with baked blessings and hugs!!

Adoration, Beggars and Boredom

hello my lovely friends...
ah..my day today..hmm...
well lets start of with yest. shall we?
so..didn't do anything ALL day! and then in d evening decided to go on d comp. and i went on d y4j website and realised...omg there is adoration tonight and ok i was half an hr late but im like uwijja ill go..nothing else to do tonight seeing i had no lift to bidnija for d fundraising thing..hope it went well btw!! :) and anyhu i went and it was so amazing :) something big always happens to me at d adorations of y4j..dunno y..hehe..and so anyway after that went out with pete and val to beggars...really relaxed and then went to pizza hut and stayed talking to pete and then went home to watch last comic standing..just love that show!!! and then went on god tv and there was soul survivor and there was tim and mike and ali!!!!! :( i miss it soooooo much and mike sed d story about d condoms/drugs xD hehe and they got our wave guys!!! :D ah!! missing it!!! :(

anyhu today...well today i spent a long time on d fon with sim..while clearing my room...then went out with pete...very interesting convo bout bitchyness xD and now im here..doing nothing on a sat. night..how incredible am i?!?!?! hehe anyhu...on d whole a very plain day...

tom..if i get down to it ill have something interesting for my viewers..so BEWARE!! xD hehe

oh and btw...posted this video cos like at d end piece of d sand really struck me...like u no how just bring ur burdens to Jesus and he will just take them away... liked it insomma...

signing off with plain cuddles and blessings...