Chapters, Books and Screen Plays turning into Scripts

so...

I'm trying to close a chapter in my life but hv no idea how to write the ending;

tbh im not even sure if i should end the chapter or just plainly end the book, to just let everything go. Start a new book and just play a new character.

All I know is - i want to start a fresh.

I want the excitement of life to come back to me.

I want to take off that old dirty mask and just leave it on the table and pile the new pretty yellow costumes ontop of it.

I want to leave the drama of the old book in the old book and never have to bring it up again.

I want the bring new friendship through the characters and dust off some of the old ones.

I want to project my best features and leave the horrible ones to be eaten by the mice backstage.

I want to go out there and show everyone the best that I can be.

But most of all I want to reflect the Son.

The main character in my script.

I pray He'll always be the main and never in the wings (unless he has a quick change XD)

and yes...i no my book has turned into a script but what can i say...I'm a performer ><

Signing out with theatrical blessings and cuddles xxx