Monday, April 13, 2009


hey guys
so basically...having had my life shaken yest. ive gained a kinda "new perspective" on things. but anyhu...
ok so yest. my doctor told me the strangest of the things he sed is wat ill be focusing on today. He told me that my mind i naturally worrying about something but my reasoning [being so relaxed] isn't letting it. And this litle scenario is causing conflict in my brain and giving me loads of headaches and a rlly bad time.
So basically my head is gonna remain being weird till my mind and reason come to an agreement and settle their little fight. Thing is, it's either gonna end in my finally figuring out what is worrying me so much or d opposite, being immune to my worries.
Yes, this is probably rlly confusing but w/e it is im scared.
Im scared of never finding out wat im worrying bout.
Im scared cos i dont want to be immune to worries.
Im scared that this conflict will never leave and just get worse.
Im scared to no wat im worrying about.
Im scared that watever is in my mind is gonna effect me badly.
Im scared to worry about anything cos it will only make things worse.
Im scared that there is nothing to worry about and its all in mind.
But most of alll im scared cos....

Im scared.

Prayers r asked for pls


Rachie said...


MINA said...

I didn't think such a thing could happen.
But <3 from me too..

Ben said...

andek xorti :P maybe outside ur relax cos you leave it in Gods hands but ur head still worries :p il be praying for you and sending all my love too!

Matt said...

Ps 27:1 :)

Maybe it's in your head, maybe it isn't. Just remember one thing. Love. ;)

Martine said...

Kemm nifmek!!!
Its not easy... its about finding a balance between the two, about your heart feeling one thing and your mind saying another.

Matthew 6: 25"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? 26Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life[b]?
34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."

Kai, when we worry we believe more in our problems than in God's promises. Whatever it is, just surrender it to him, totally, and let your mind and heart rest in the warmnth of his captivating love!!!

xxx Cett