Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Have You Ever?

Hello my lovely readers...
ok so yes...i blogged twice in a week =o! yes im starting to blog more =D so yey but i got no time for vlogs cos my windows movie maker is being rlly slow and wont let me edit =/ but this blog isnt about the game "have u ever..." its actaully a response to amy's blog "A Ramble...?"
basically ive been reflecting alot on d things i wanna change and i was reading amy's blog and some of the qs rlly struck me...

  1. ever felt that you wanted to be normal? and not reach some high standards that everyone expects you to?
  2. ever wanted to be just you, no questions asked?
  3. ever felt that time was flying by too fast...that days were going by without you knowing what was said?
ok so basically ive been rlly thinking bout these things how like time is rlly passing quickly! how like i cant even remember the Y4J live-in and it was only 2mnths ago and it rlly seems far away but wen i look at it in school time it feels like nothing...i mean i still feel like i just started school and that we r stil in d beginning chapters of the sylabii but in actual fact the 1st term is almost over and christmas is literally round the corner!!! i think i need to take things slower ppl...cos im being too fast..i need to calm down and reflect on my days rather then counting down the end of agrees :P XD?
ok also...qs 1 rllllly struck me cos like i realised that some ppl expect us to be like these rlly holy ppl and if not all holy atleast like hv these rlly high standards and stuff..and ok its d right thing to gonna start confusing u here...but tbh i dont think we can just be wat ppl want us to has to come from us....let me give an example...
peppina is a christian with a drinking problem...u cant just tell peppina stop drinking cos thats not wat jesus thought us..ok u can tell her but i doubt shell listen...u hv to help her cut down and to do it in prayer and if peppina's prayer life isnt rlly grand its gonna be harder for her to stop cos she's not rlly relying on God is she?
whilst giving another example....
if roberto prays constantly and is at a constant with God than its less likely for him to end up with a drinking problem like peppina did
speaking for myself...i believe my standards reflect my relationship with God...i tend not to show my standards but yet conscience that im keeping dont judge a person u cant judge by cover xP
so yes i believe...that wat we do is all a reflection of our prayer i might sound like hypocrite but yes i no i am...we all are....no1 keeps to everything they say...u r a hypocrite as much as i am(i might be more of one thou) xD im sry..if u dont like it-dont read anymore :P
so going on to amy's 2nd qs...i believe that u should always be yourself...and dont be wat others try tell u is urself and if you dont like that...then start listening to wat ppl say is right...and pray...prayer=relationship with God=defines your christian character =)
Thats me for the day!

Signing out with everlasting cuddles and blessings! xxx


Ben said...

our relationship with God truly determines how we act.. yet on the other hand if i know im a christian and i devoted my life to God i should work at it and stick to him not let life crush me.. i know its hard.. yet i beleive we are free to be ourselves so if im a christian i should work at it and not give bad example.. we all do mistakes infact one common thing between christian is that we are all sinners.. but lets not get stuck in that cos in Jesus we are set free! he has washed us with his loving mercy and grace so there is no excuse if we decide to live in shit and neglect him

Anonymous said...

true...i believe wat ur saying but i think that not giving a bad example should come natural..ok we fall sometimes..but thats cos we r sinners...but it should still come more natural...