Push and push and push!!!

gm my lovely friends :)

well...yest. we had community and for any of u hu were wondering y i was with my i-pod during worship..well its cos i got sick of complaining about d music and i decided to somethinhg bout it for me personally...and man did it feel good...d music was gr8 and d vibe from d ppl around me was gr8..it felt a little like soul survivor....man do i miss it!! :(...so yest. there also was d fundraising retro party..sry i missed it guys :( just felt i need to come to community..hope it was gr8 :)

anyhu...on to d weirdness of my title...so yest. i was talking to a friend of mine...and like they were telling me about how they cant get out of their spiritual deserts and i was expalining how i thought i was getting into 1 and thanks to yest. i kinda got myself out of thinking it and all d hekkness i was feeling left and i told this person "u gotta push and push and push till d baby comes out!!!" and in a way its tru u no..cos some ppl wen they think they r in 1 they tend to not realise that they r putting themselves in one...even like sicknesses..some ppl would think that they have a sickness which they dont have and they end up kinda getting it cos they rlly r convinced they have it..u no?? its a psychological thingy...and like i sed that cos u kinda gotta push ur way out of a spiritual desert..kinda stand up and say no i dont want to be in it! and push urself out of it :) hehe..hope u understood...

anyhu...mig just left for Gozo for d weekend...already missing him :( and his lift :P i jk i jk hehe but i do actually miss him..its weird how close we became thanks to him finding jesus hehe :)

anyhu..loving this pic..just had to post it :)

signing off with missed cuddles and blessings...

First Official Blog :D

HI!!! Ah how fun a new blog :D...my blog was born and 1 p.m on d 30th of August 2007 ...im so proud *sigh of proudness* *tear rolling down cheek*
so anyhu, d reason i created this blog was..well...erm..i don't no i was in a mood today and decided ok im creating a blog :) very me-like actually
so im suppost to talk bout me ay? how fun :D hehe...yes i no i talk to myself...GET USED TO IT :P
anyhu..on to me...well yest. there was matt's party and it was quite gud...met alot of ppl i hadnt seen in a while had a few laughs..enjoyed dancing...on d whole gud :) but anyhu...today has been very plain actaully..well except my morning alarm...ok so let me tell u...i woke up...my eyes still closed my body still on shut down but like my mind kinda woke up..no watta mean? and i decided to stretch my hand to get my mob...thinking ill probably get an sms from a friend telling me if i enjoyed last night or something..well i was right...only problem is wen i switched on my mobile d person got a delivery report so d person decided to call while i was still all comfy in bed about to go bk to sleep my mum calls from downstairs...KARLA FON!!! and im like oh come on! so thanks to this person i had to get off my ass and get up!!! but d convo was ok so i dont mind it anymore xD hehe
ma i really write..xD oh and btw for u guys hu don't no..i write a bit of poetry so some of my blogs might start off with a poem or a drawing :)

signing off with morning blessings and hugs...